fuck no!

no more of me trying to be someone im not. im just tired of trying to be friends with people that want nothing to do with me. i am seriously fucking sick of it. i mean, yesterday erika hurled all over the hallway because, once agian, she took too much of something. i guess now her and dustin arent together, that lasted real long : whatever though. he blew me off for a whole week beucase of something that i did that wasnt with him. i said i was sorry too many times now. maybe next time people will think about it.
i am so fucking tired of mike telling ME to grow up. yes, i know that i hurt his best friend really bad, but i didnt hurt just him. i said i was sorry, i have gotten over it, maybe not fully, but i have tried. josh is now over me too, so everything is peachy keen. or what ever.