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prom went all right. i had fun. besides the fact that josh didnt pay much attention to me, i was dancing for HIM. i wanted only his eyes on me. then mike, mandi, nipples and him all left. i was upset and i found seth in the corner. i felt bad that he was alone and i needed someone to cuddle. one thing led to another and we were making out and shit. i really wish that it could have gone farther, but then him and dustin had to leave.yesterday i went downtown to dustins to talk with him and he said that he and erika werent together, and this morning they are. he totally used me, AGAIN! im tired of being used and tossed aside.josh- im sorry that i broke up with you, but i cant take it anymore. i hate not being able to be my true self. i love to have the attention from other guys and i enjoy teasing them and then taking them. i dont mean to hurt you like this and im sorry that i ever asked you out becuase i hurt you more than you ever deserve. im sorry.