tears

running with my eyes closed. tears falling behind. i want to see what is in the future for me, but i just cant bring myself to do it. can someone show me that there isnt anything to hid from. i am terrified of what the future holds, and what it doesnt. i am always confused and always scared. i dont want to lose you, not to anything or anyone. whatever you do, dont leave me now. we are just getting to know eachother and what we can do for eachother, just please dont leave. the thing i am most terrified of, is that i will leave you. i dont want that to happen, just remember that.