Widow

watching you from a distance,
never knowing I'm there.
can you see that I still love you?
or are you seeing a liar?
trying to keep my head up high,
while I'm still crying.
standing in the cold,
trying to forget.
remembering all the fun we had,
and all the times we cried.
were you the one lying just to get to me,
or were you for real?
i bet that you were using me,
and that you are like the rest out there.
i may have lied to you,
but i didnt take your heart.
you had mine in your hand,
before we ever met.
i miss you,
but its for the best.