back together

i am so fucking happy! Josh and I are back together. Saturday night after work, Cara and I went driving around and I was thinking of Josh, so I was like, "Lets go scare some shit out of him and Mike." and she was all like, "Are you really sure?" and then we were off. We got there and scared them. Mike was making some lines, and Shane didnt do both so I just walked right on over there and hit that last one. We took Josh and Mike driving for alittle bit, then I had to go home, so ya. Later that night Josh called and said that he loved me and that he wanted to get back together, and now we are. It is so fucking awesome that I am getting another chance, I didnt actually think that I would. There is no way in hell I am going to fuck up this time, I hope at least. I am going to try with all my fucking might to keep him, no matter what.
fuck dustin! he tells me to grow up when he is running around punching shit. honestly. i want him to hit me and get it out of his system. i dont understand why he has to be such a fucking ass when hes leaving in a month. i just need to get over him. i hope that one day he will just forget the past and move on, just like the rest of us.