its a new year, time for new beginings. not with me. im doing the same old on a different day. lieing to my dad, running from home, getting myself into shit that i shouldnt be. i cant fucking believe this shit anymore! i am fucking leaving the weekend of my 18th. i need to find a place to stay until graduation, after that i am leaving for washington. im sorry grant, but i made him a promise. god damn it! i fucking hate who i am becoming. i know that im starting to turn out like my mom, but at least im going to get out here and i dont plan on turning back. if that bothers anyone, too fucking bad for you. i dont care, i just need to get out of here. if i never see any of you again, it'll be too soon.